Still Waiting

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

I'm so frustrated now, i need to blog some away.

i hate how the world is SO shallow and how humans behave when they are of different races.

I'm not being racist here, I'm simply stating things that I've seen and learnt through experiences.

As we all know, Chinese, or rather, ASIANS are still living in developing countries(generally, though spore is advanced) and of cos we cant be comparable to the Caucasians. Personally i don't have a grudge against them or something, and i really do feel(from the bottom of my heart) that they are nice and friendly people, and i certainly do admire their way of speaking and expressing themselves so much. In fact, i do aspire to be like them someday, speaking a string of fluent English and be able to communicate well.

BUT.

Just because we hold them in awe DOESN'T give them the right to be cocky and proud or think that we are of lower class. i know most of them don't, because there are really friendly ones who even volunteered to be tour guides if i should visit europe one day.

BUT, there are always exceptions.

ESPECIALLY those you have not seen before and only met through the phone. Because they think they can get away with it as chances of seeing you is probably less than zero.

Of cos, heaven have eyes. which means one day, these faithful culprits will not be hidden in the dark anymore.

i saw this lady walking in. full of letters and she seems rather friendly. i don't know who she was, but alice walked past and chat with her. apparantly it's our own staff but i've never seen her.

i suppose i wasn't in a very good mood, or maybe alice was already entertaining her, so i wasn't really interested in chatting with her.

and SO.

after she left, alice told me that she was the secretary of middle school and apparantly the one i hated a lot. those kind that rely a lot on their plastic mask.(and plastic smile) do i need to say more?

there! you see it. you know it. people over the phone and people just in front of you behave in very different ways. So irritated by such people.

Just because they think they are the upper class, they look down on the lower class ones without even knowing the person well enough.

i can safely say i'm much better than her in every way except english. why???
1) my skin is smooth and firm and hers is all shriveled up.
this reason alone is enough to send her all screaming and falling into an endless pit. =)

although i cant deny that i'm part of them at times. =p

ok i will be nicer in future. 0=)

-when are you coming back? ;